Future, life, etc.

Lastnight, I've told Kailyn some stuff, and would like to share with you all here.

I'm turning 16 soon, and I have had diabetes for a few years now. I'm being informed that a lot of things are happening to me, and making me hurt, or is going to make me hurt in the long run. I realize that I'm so young, and I need to get this all under control. I need to get my life under control.  

As I've stated before, I have depression as well. That's another thing I need to eliminate -- if not eliminate, then get under control as well. 
I want to be happy, I want to be healthy. 

And yesterday, at the appointment, something clicked on in my head. 

I need to start getting myself together. I need to start making myself better, so I can be around for people. When I get older, I want to go to a school to either be a teacher, or a therapist. I want to help people. So I'm going to get my life together, and I'm planning for my future. Because that's what a 16 year old is supposed to be doing, right? Planning for their future. There is only a few years before you hit that 18 mark, and you get all the responsibilities of an adult. 
I want to be a healthy 18 year old. I want to not only be at a healthy weight, but a healthy mental state. 

I want to be happy, healthy, and I want to enjoy my life. 

I realize I'm only 16, that a lot of things are going to impact me and hit me and shape me.
 But I won't be putty in lifes hands. I will be strong. I will be happy. 

Yeah.. Until next time,
-Caitlyn 

I'm going to bed now. 
I've been talking with Kailyn, and I've been thinking about a lot. Boy, do I have a bunch to tell my therapist tomorrow. 
Goodnight, everyone! <3

 

Also....

This blog is for my own personal 'therapy'. I will write in this everyday AND when I feel it is necessary for me to do so. Like when I get upset, or something. I will write it down there. I might not write the specifics, but I will keep everyone who tracks this blog notified of my well-being.

Introduction.

Welcome to my blog. :~) 
I will be blogging, or if you want to say "posting diary entries" about my diabetes, depression and how I'm doing everyday.  This entry will be an introduction. Okay, my name is Caitlyn. I'm 15. I live in stockton. I am diagnosed with type 2 diabetes, depression, and anxiety. I may have "problems" but I am working them out and starting to be a better person for myself and others. I think that's all I'd like to say. 


~Xox, Caitlyn<3